Brain Power
What if we create our realities, instead of being 'victim' to what we mistakenly believe our realities to be?
We are re-imagining the Maelstrom to be beautiful
‘Maria Loony Toons’ written, played and sung by Alan Chapman, recorded in one live take by Daryl Kirkland, is song number 15 with beautiful video by Jim Tetlow, at AlanChapman/music
More Light from Dark…
When traumas come in waves, perhaps seeming life-threatening at the time, especially for good loving people who do good work for little or no pay, their thought can be, “Why me?” and our thoughts can be, “Why them?”
“Is there no God?”
“Is there no fairness. Is there no justice?”
“It’s as if people are punished for being good?”
“I must actually be a bad person, to have deserved all this hardship and misery.”
“I carry the burdens of the world on my shoulders; I do my best, and yet, it’s as if I’m spiralling out of control, and the fates are against me…”
“My life isn’t worth living.”
“I hate myself, for being so weak and pathetic, and for upsetting my friends and family.”
“I just want to die…”
And for many this is the beginning of the suicide planning, and the choosing of ways to leave the human alive existence; mindful that:
the surrender to grief, and one’s own dying,
the acceptance, longing and commitment to one’s own exit,
the final letting go (and/or whatever other sense we make of life and death)
is all quite different for everyone.
Crucially though, the conscious mind and self-awareness of the suicidal person are focused:
pessimistically
self-loathingly
self-destructively
unlovingly
in ways that the ‘sufferer’ would not dream of inflicting on another person, and yet these murderous beliefs and intentions are directed towards oneself, or the ‘self’.
The disintegrated mind becomes the judge, jury and executioner of itself, and the self-accused criminal is almost completely closed to the possibility and alternative reality that he or she might actually instead be an angel on Earth.
And so perhaps, any, all or none of these might also be entailed:
the exploration of suicide methods, including (I believe commonly) considering the traumas inflicted on whoever discovers our dead body, and so, “Is it best and feasible that my chosen suicide method means that my body would never be found?” Note the compassion for others in this emotional processing of how to kill oneself,
pain and suffering for the victim, oneself, in the suicide act - which is a tricky thing to know because those who complete the act are the only ones who know the pain involved, except in some ways those who survive a leap from a bridge or another ‘near-death-experience’ (NDE), and even so, NDE is by implication not an actual death,
the writing of notes,
the giving things away,
“Am I open to being helped?” Yes absolutely I believe, and I know, and the key to this - for potential helpers - is easily found when we let go our fears,
the compilation of folders containing an updated will as to who gets what I leave behind, and passwords and ‘essential’ life administration information, etc., so that life is a little easier for my bereaved loved ones; again note the compassion for others,
obviously also mind-altering drugs and inflammatory substances that humans consume, are in the toxic mix,
and countless other clues, cryptic calls for help, and questions that we all might ask, especially, “Are you thinking of hurting yourself?” and “Do you have a plan for how to kill yourself?” Note that actually the suicidal person wants to be saved, and it’s perfectly okay to mention the world ‘suicide’, and please note the difference between suicide and genuine end-of-life suffering,
or simply a spontaneous impulsive leap.
The mind of the suicidal person is a maelstrom* of false beliefs, that are made real, by the conscious mind directing the subconscious/unconscious.
*Maelstrom - from Dutch ‘malen’ and earlier Nordic ‘maalen’ meaning ‘whirl’ and ‘stroom’ meaning ‘streem’. Now called ‘Maalstroom’, this is the world’s second strongest ocean whirlpool. In the Arctic Ocean’s Norwegian Sea off the north-west coast of Norway, ‘Maalstroom’ and ‘Maelstrom’ feature in famous storytelling dating back centuries, about its actual destructive powers to suck into its vortex and destroy human life, far exceeding human physical technological resistance.
When and where we consciously direct such energies, this is happening constantly individually and collectively, in our internal dimensions and all external dimensions.
We are energy, and ‘one’ with cosmos and nature, and this is ‘ancient wisdom’, aligned with aboriginal ways, not the false beliefs of ‘modern life’.
And so, do we create our realities, instead of being 'victim' to what we mistakenly believe our realities to be? Yes absolutely.
So the mind of the suicidal person is often a ‘perfect storm’, metaphorically and actually of cosmological chaos, because we are all energy; and everything, especially our conscious/subconscious/unconscious brain energies, are all connected.
When I was a child…
“When I was a child I loved life and play and laughter and dancing and singing, and paddling in puddles with my socks on…
When I was a child I loved getting muddy, doing handstands in the rain, being held and hugged and cuddled and loved…
when now, I see only hopelessness and pointlessness, and no future for me that’s happy and full of sunshine and love…”
Do you see?
The conscious reinforcement of being a powerless victim, is the instruction to the subconscious and unconscious energies that enable and create realities.
“Thoughts become things.”
Because subconscious and unconscious energies simply follow the conscious instruction.
So, what if we (that’s me, you and all of us) create our realities instead of being victim to them?
What if we consciously believe this and direct our subconscious and unconscious energies to enable and create what we want, rather than what we fear?
This is free choice and brain power.
Try it, you will love it.