The Intensity Of Wanting
To discover all we can about our self and everything else, this time around, as if we are the candle flame, the plasma sheath of energy, fed and healed by the sun, and one with the sun....
This is about everything.
It's about notions of our soul.
That perhaps we are always manifesting in our ‘human alive’ form, as if reborn via a new ‘cloak’ of apparent reality, as a different person, whom we might know and see for years, and even create children with, or meet only once fleetingly as strangers, and yet feel connected with as if we are the same soul, in any number of moments, part of a greater energy that is beyond human constructs of explanation.
And yet we can feel it and ‘be’ it, this indescribable infinite energy.
Are we each the same soul? In the same moment of now?
Are we each the same single plasma energy of our inner sub-atomic ‘physical’ self, as the sub-atomic single plasma energy of our outer ‘sensed’ universe(s)?
Is the intesity of wanting to understand our ‘self’ the doorway to peace and realising that we are in fact already our own god, or whatever higher intelligence we might imagine to be ‘creator’ of all that we understand to be ‘reality’.
Is the intensity of wanting, simply our infinitely dimensioned transitioning to any number of different ‘cloaks’ of apparent human realities, as if we are everyone, and everything, in the same moment, and the ‘switching’ between these infinite perceptions?
Our brains and other sensory consciousness and subconsciousness capabilities comprise countless trillions of synaptic connections and pathways.
And we are many billions of brains and hearts and ‘guts’ or microbiomes.
And we know that plants and animals are sentient too. And what of rocks and plastic? If 99.9% of everything is plasma, what actually is anything?
The intensity of wanting is about whatever you want it to be.
Choose your own reality.
Make tea, or love. Or whatever peace helps you, at whatever level of the soul thrills your pureborn heart.
And as a final point of clarification, every cup or mug of tea I blend is different. I certainly use mint and black tea often, almost always with milk (as raw as I can buy), and sometimes with cream or butter instead or added. And very often (in various combinations) green tea, ginger, turmeric/tumeric/haldi, black pepper, paprika, nettle, dandelion, ‘redbush’ or ‘rooibos’, yerba mate, lemon verbena, and ground brown spices (like a garam masala mix), and occasionally with licorice and licorice-like spices, esp fennel.
I use hydrogenated ionised filtered alkaline water with a pH of 9.5. I believe this is good for me, and so it is.
The tea in many ways makes itself. I am merely the conduit of the energies of the tea, and of my own intensity of wanting.
Infinite love, gratitude and abundance, and whatever transcendent (or your own alternative) realities that you choose,
Alan